.not easy.

It's not easy pretending, it's not fun hiding, and it's illogical keeping it silent.

Lets begin,..

SPM results : One best word to describe it.. is of course, Alhamdulillah. Good or bad, there is still a long way to go, there should be no time for giving up hope & insya-Allah we'll find our way. That, I would have to agree with Hazee =)

I am one lucky child. To have my family around me, to guide me through thick & thins, sometimes it put me to tears. I'm really thankful for that. It's sad to know that there was a slightly high expectation put on you but you just couldn't give enough to prove them right. Well, I'll have to blame myself for that. I truly understand, I would have done the same anyway if I was on their side. Dear loved ones, I'm trying & I'm going to give all I can. I ask only for your kind prayers & also helpful guidance for my near future.

I would also like to congratulate my fellow mashoorians, tuition-mates, and my ex-residensians for your SPM results. We're finally done people, woot woot! This is not the end, it's just the beginning. This result doesn't determine who we are now, it's the person we become after this that determines it. All the best for your future people, my prayers are always with you.

Not to forget to my dear teachers, secondary, primary or even kindergarten, thank you all so so MUCH for everything. Note that: "You have always played an important role in Nurliyana Amirah's life". So, thank you.

For now, I just wanna LIVE!