.oh momo.

Note: This is just like every other random post. Nothing special, nothing lovey-dovey. Erhh..

"You inspire me to be better, you challenge me for the better, sit back and let me pour out my spontaneous letter".

After watching a sad movie or after listening to good & meaningful song, I cant help but feel so blessed on thinking of days, and years that's come & gone. Days like today, and tomorrow..and days like a year ago from the day we are living today(sorry if I'm taking this a Lil' too deep).

I remembered a year ago, of what I did and what I said. And looking at today, I cant find myself to believe at how far we've come and grow from just where we stand a year ago. True enough I am glad that you're still there, and I will cherish and embraced every moment there is left to just know that you're still there. Tho' things are not written in any way that I'd expected, but you stand there, honest and calm with your word, giving just enough for me to bare.

It has always been different with you, that's what makes it so hard. But I took charge of my insecure curiosity and let fate decide. Because I know that there's always a chance if one day, some day.. there is a way. There is no blaming anyone in this case or pointing out on who is right or who is wrong. It's more on being oneself and learning to give and take, to open one's heart out and feel OH so free!

Thank you also for just letting me be, ME! Because I've never felt this real and true to myself before, and surprisingly I'm a Lil proud of it too. Knowing the old you, and currently learning the new you...oh heck, I don't care! What I know is the you I know is still pretty much the same person I knew ever since a year ago.

I wanted to be the first, but I also didn't want to be the first, (okay, confused moment). Anyway.. er..erm..er, yea...uh, oh..erm..aaa..

Happy Birthday!

P.S : I hesitated posting this btw. Feeling a glum of 'geliness' for some reason when I read the whole paragraph again. Ape kess??? Oh well, for spontaneous sake, lets just take it as it is.