Thursday, August 12, 2010

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Hello Googlie-Wooglie World..

Just so u know, I'm home for Ramadhan. ish ish. Just can't get enough a week of Mid-sem holidays can't we KMK-ians?. Conclusion: Saya semakin lemak berkrim laah nmpknya. OH, before I forget, I would to say Selamat Berpuasa to everyone especially to my family&friends near & far. We shall cherish this month of Ramadhan and InsyaAllah we'll get the blessings.

When it comes to Ramadhan, I cant help but remember last year's Ramadhan. About what I hope for, what I was thinking at that time, about what was happening, my doubts, questions in my head that still had no answers to it and everything else. Let's just say 2009 is a lil' hard to forget. First is definitely because it was the year that I was sitting for SPM, then I was so tense up thinking about where to go next, where would I be for the next year's Ramadhan, will i be happy or heartbroken, that kind of stuffs, and other blaa blaah blaaa.

Well, now I'm sitting here, still infront of the same old computer, typing on the same old keyboard, prepared with all the answers to my questions a year ago. That I'm still alive, That I'm now studying at a Matriculation College, and that I'm still single (ha-ha), and that I'm happy. Yeah, that's pretty much it. However, I'm very much stuck with other questions & thots this Ramadhan about whats coming up for me during the next Ramadhan. Which University will I enter, will I succeed? Make myself & my family proud, will I make it right, meet my 'zauji' someday (ha-ha lagi), hmmmm...

Ahhh, sometimes I wish life can give me answers to all my doubts immediately. But no..u have to wait, you have to feel every moment because thats the thrill, the thrill of life, to live a great life requires patience and guidance. So I will wait again this year, just like I did last year, just in a more stylo mylo kinda way. HAHA



But I was not the creator of fate, for I never had the pen that wrote destiny.


A good one by Amer Munawer-Seluruh Mahabbah.

2 comments:

  1. You don't have to worry too much of the future. You will be alright as long as you do the best in everything that you do now. Now is what matter most. Make the best of it, cherished it and have fun wherenever you can. InsyaAllah you will be rewarded with great things in the future, including the best "sauji" -- what ever it is :-)

    With lots of love and kisses

    UAYY, Aunty Dee and Tok Mama

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  2. haha, yeaaah okay UAYY. I'm to young to worry right? InsyaAllah i'll give my best in everything. it's act 'zauji' which means husband in arabic. HEHEHE ;)

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