Adulthood

I just realised today why adulthood is hard compared to childhood. One of the main reasons i found out is how when we were in kindergarten and school everything is the same for everyone. Go to school, balik school buat homework, pi tuition, ko.k activities, camping, hari sukan, merentas desa, kawad kaki, and the cycle continues. 

Dekat uni mayb the cycle is slightly different, pi class, assignment, discussion, jumpa lecturer, organize events, well you get my point. We kinda do the same stuff. Everyone does the same kinda stuff. The usuals.

However, as soon as you take off your jubah konvo..everything is different. There is none of that fixed routine for everyone. We all have choices we have to make and we need to make.

Some choose a career, some choose to further their studies, some marriage. It gets hard when you don't really know whats best for you because then you start comparing the decisions your friends make, that you didn't. 

Everything is slowly changing. Friends getting married, going away abroad, starting a job. I'm not really sure how to feel, yes happy for them ofcourse. But why does it feel like i'm the only one not moving for anything. 

#survivingadulthood